Let me apologize beforehand for seeming to sound defeated, but I admit to having never felt lower than at this moment.
For nearly 8 years I have been on a mission to do all I could do to help take our country back to its Democratic ideals, ending the wars and attaining economic justice for all Americans. I have given it my best effort. I, mistakenly, believed that if I added my voice to the political wars that I could help level the playing field between the Right and the Left in the media competition. I was wrong……terribly wrong for in those eight years we have gained not an inch in that battle. The Right continues to run over us in the media and are even increasing their lead every single day. Why? Not because they have a message that is good for America. Quite the contrary, their message is one of fear and destruction. The real reason is that corporate America and average Americans on the Right are ready and willing to finance the Right-Wing media no matter what the cost. They have proven, over and over again that they will pay anything necessary to dominate America’s airwaves. I have to congratulate them for they have done a masterful job of leaving us in the dust.
Democrats, on the other hand, have not taken the media competition seriously at all. Oh yes, there was the anemic Air America venture and MSNBC is tilted heavily to the Left but Air America has been a huge failure and MSNBC hasn’t a tiny fraction of the viewership of Fox News. We have LOST ground. Why? Because the Left is apathetic and not willing to bear the burden of the cost of establishing a real media presence, especially in talk radio. Those of us on the Left who have been bringing you honest, straightforward political truth day after day have had to beg and borrow just to keep going. On my own show I have tried to solicit enough help to pay the bills but except for a small handful of loyal listeners, my pleas have gone unanswered. I do want to emphasize my everlasting gratitude to those who have contributed to the program. They know who they are and they know I appreciate their efforts so very much. Democrats and Lefties want a media presence but have not supported it in any meaningful way. Oh sure, Lefties will put forth token efforts to try and fight back against the Right but, mostly their efforts are weak and meaningless. Take the recent boycott of Glenn Beck’s sponsors. Does anyone REALLY think that did anything but strengthen Beck and Fox? All it did was get him more publicity and a bigger audience than before. The sponsors will come back and he will rise to even greater ratings. Of course, this didn’t cost any of those making noise against Beck a dime, just further evidence that those on the Left will bark but they won’t bite.
It appears that we have lost this battle. It appears that even though we went to the polls and won the House, Senate and the White House that we don’t have what it takes to follow through. We are in the majority yet we are losing almost everything we set out to win with this new administration. The war? Its getting bigger. Healthcare? Its becoming a joke. All of this caused by the apathy of the Left and their unwillingness to put their money where their mouths are to support and build a media machine on the Left that will effectively combat the propaganda coming from the Right 24/7.
Frankly, I’m weary of the battle. I’ve been in it for almost 8 years and have yet to see any real success. I’ve met with countless individuals, potential patrons, political groups on the Left all over this nation. I’ve had promise after promise from some of those people that they would help us get our show into high gear. Mostly all I have to claim from those meetings are a pile of broken promises and empty words of support. I’ve spent what is to me a large amount of my personal money to try and keep the ship afloat but we are taking on water at a very rapid pace and cannot keep above water for much longer.
It is both disappointing and humiliating for me to have to write this post on the blog. I’ve mentioned some of these same points many times before and to no avail. It saddens me to think that these nearly 8 years have gone for naught but after much reflection I cannot at this point see the use in going on. Most likely I will join the others from the Left who have tried and failed to convince even our own people that without an effective media presence our nation will be lost to the Right-Wing crazies who will have steam rolled us into submission simply by owning the airwaves of America.
I have been of a mind to give this up in the past but have never set a date to do it. Now I am promising that if we don’t find some funding of some kind in the next few weeks we will do our last program on December 8th which will be our 8 year anniversary + one day.
It is said that winners never quit and quitters never win. However, in my opinion, if you never win and you never quit you are just plain stupid.